thebrokenofme

患上精神疾病的时间一长就会忘记自己还是正常人的时候的感受,不知道怎么停下假笑,不知道自己真正的需要,不知道自己何去何从。怀疑他人笑颜开怀的真假和他人对世界表现出的一种兴致。
那么就去做一个人间观察者吧。

Rofix:

他的脑后一段时间没有打理了,这一觉醒来他又感觉怅然若失。自己一个人躺在田野里,太阳又快下山了。九月的风愈加的寒冷了起来,昨夜还下了雨,只是再也记不清后面的经过。他摸了摸脑后,枝叶还算完整,应该有蜜蜂来过了吧,他在梦里也尝到甜甜的味道,不可能来自于自己。在笠花起,每个人的大脑都是一颗盛开的玫瑰模样,一层层的花瓣随着时间叠起,而记忆就是杂密的花粉包含其中。有时候蜜蜂会将一个人花粉带到另一个人的脑后,一个人丢失了一点点记忆,又有人多了他人的回忆。

对不起,我其实是一个很无聊的人。承蒙厚爱。


Ever since the day I escaped

it has gone by seven days

I stayed my arrogance and pretend

all is vanity in the dream of the day

Saturated in sigh and secret

the thread of destiny

is said to be

stained the color of red as scarlet

Here comes the ultimate end

I closed my eyes,And I wake up

Do you also shroud the sleepiness today

There should be something

more than what you said to me

if that is the case

So you walk far far away

if that moment finally came

I would carry all my dreams

and love onto the trival phrase

Yeah I will let my hands go

so as to wind up all these days

Is it because

your shadow fades away

No, that ain’t the truth

So you walk far far away

and the moment passes by

why not fly to the moon

and rest in peace

but rather choose to stay

That the room is brightly lit

in which there is not exit

is the tolling tolling bell of the release

The destination of this trip

reaches down to the bottom eve

Even without bidding farewell

we separated

From there I’ll let my hands go

so as to wind up all these days

I will also let my shadow fade away。

抽象主义存活者。

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